Blue Candy

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In these days, very tough things happened in S.Korea. I just wanted me to pass these things, but I couldn't help me thinking about that and I felt terrible. Well, actually, I'm not so sad as I concerned. I know cause, before it happened, ...the previous president Roh's death happened. At that time, I just cried every each day, and it was just like a terrible nightmare.

I didn't know why I cried exactly. I just felt sorry, cause I thought Roh's life was too tough to keep going on. I had had a little questions about Roh's way, cause the media of S.Korea had hurted Roh's life so much more, and at the end I just douted his words... After Roh's death, I counldn't forgive me, even if I had no relationship with him privately, because I didn't believe his sincerity and innocence.

Well, I know it is very different with other countries, especially western culture and maybe with the people of S.Korea. I thought I had a little cause of Roh's death, because he was the president of my country, and the people of this country made him a president including my parents, and I knew that out parties and media didn't like Roh, cause when he decided something, he always took the position of the weak. 

I had to vote the president of this country at the winter of 2007. Then, maybe this tragedy couldn't happened in this summer. I had to block making inappropriate someone be the president of my country. That's why I felt sorry about Roh's death, and I said I felt a guilty of his death.

Frankly, I don't know anything of D.J., but I know Roh thought him as his father at politics. ...and I also know D.J. saved S.Korea such a tragic economic bankruptcy that could remove S.Korea in the world. ...He was a greatest pacifist, and he got a Nobel prize for peace. He forgave everyone who opposed him and even wanted him to be killed. What can I say?

Yeah, the people just believed what the media of S.Korea said, and the media just followed who gave them power. Then, they just blamed Roh and D.J. about even that they didn't and they got deceived again who wanted the people to pressure. Now, I don't know anymore that I should have a pity for the people. Should I? All I can do is just laughing at their fool choices.

Also, I can't avoid laughing at me, cause I regretted I should have voted the election. I should have that. Whatever I say, that is just an excuse with no needs.

I just felt sorrow for my presidents, my country, and everything.